Aug 26, 2007
Sitting On A Tilting Chair In A Dark Room
That's exactly what I'm doing right now. Not that the chair is tilted by some unknown force or that it was queerly engineered to be a slightly unbalanced in comparison to it's peers. I am doing this as a sign what life means to me when life is without chaos. This here, lads and lasses, is a man bored out of his mind. A man who has nothing much to write about in the last couple of weeks. Sad ain't it coming from a person who used to averaged 6 entries per month prior to this dry spell.What is there to write?
Why should I write?
Is there a strong purpose for me to write?
Firstly, I can just imagine Bella's face going through my updateless blog. And also hear the cussing that foul-mouthed bitch has for me.
*snickers*
Nadawah La... She is a nice person. She really is. *smiles*
But what is there to write about?
Basically, on top of anything else, I feel like writing tonight. Brunei being the Kingdom of Unexpected Treasure that it is, has more beaches than places of interest or even places of amusement that can spark the imagination of any young, angst-driven, half-cocked, obsessively swearing dick head such as ... some people I know. It is now so tranquil that I think I've written what there is to write about.
Or have I?
You know what sucks about today's health care delivery system? It's free and people tend to take advantage of the fact that it's free. Some people will do anything to get out of work. I mean who wouldn't if a medical certificate is only a $1 and a wait away. Others use wards as accommodations. Funny how some fake their illnesses just to get attention and also the service that our health professionals provide. I mean, it's not that expensive when compared to the cheapest lodging that you can find here. And for that, we take for granted the finer things that others in less fortunate countries.
And then there are those patients that tend to over-indulge you with their level of wisdom in medicine when in turn you seriously reflect back on their need for medical attention in the first place. I mean imagine a diabetic that comes in everyday for the dressing of his foot ulcer. He sits there while you work and he's there telling you about what he reads regarding his never ending battle with that hole in foot. And then starts questioning whether or not that he might have this rare disease which is causing his foot to become swollen to a darkish purple. It's not like he's never been told of before or that he is to stubborn to listen but maybe, just maybe he should have looked under bacteria breeding in relation to extensive exposure to warm and moist conditions such as when you wear socks the whole freaking day and foot starts to sweat!!!! The idiot keeps coming in because I think he is self conscious and he constantly wear socks to conceal his feet. Simple really and he had the nerve to explain to me what club foot which by the way is congenital. Not unless he had that ulcer since he was a kid, this man does not have club foot. Makes you fell like you wanna take some of that gauze and shove it down his throat. Intelligence maybe stupidity ten-folds sometimes...
Anyways, biggest news so far online that I keep seeing everywhere is Jessica Biel's next movie and I am not talking whether or not if it's going to be a hit. Much of the news that has been traveling up and down the information superhighway is about the nudity that she is going to do. I mean what the "F"? Her boobs gets more coverage than other people's boobs. I am telling you, Scarlett Johansson will not be happy about this when she finds out.
I need to do something more constructive on my day-offs. Like build a working nuclear submarine out of Lego or something.
Good night people.
P.S. I have lost the angst. Where oh where has it gone to?